Wow... So much time passed by since my last and first journal. To me, a lot has changed... too much as I could tell you about all of it. Hard point is: I'm in love with an old love, I got in touch with some stunning artists here and my art has been noticed by some people. I still don't do high defined art but I practise. And I'm getting better, I hope. Soon, there will be more fotography and I'll keep up the work on my U.S.S. Gravity and other stuff.
Did you read the comments on my picture called "Adulterer and Hope"? It's half sad, half funny. Funny because people tried to awe me, telling me that "God" will not like what I'm doing. Others tried to tell me, that my friends on the pictures are in danger because they can find them, no matter where they are. Like Chris Crocker said once: "I just wanna say: Fuck you!"
Fuck off all you gay-haters, all you racists and all you homophobes! You're so(!) annoying! I don't give a shit on your oppinion and I'm not scared by your offenses. It's so sad that you can't accept love in all its beauty. Love does not make a difference between man or woman, gay oder hetero, trans or whatever. Love is, what you feel. And all ye can feel, ye can love. Go and ask your mommy to hug you. And please, don't try to heal me, there's nothing to cure. Just fuck off. Please.
Well... that had to be said. And all you loving gay, hetero, bi, trans or queer - people: Don't worry We are what we are and we are proud. It's always dangerous to be different but we keep fighting and we're not afraid of people, who think that they have to beat us up only because they don't understand. Those are idiots.
I'm gay, I'm a human, I'm alive, I have feelings, I own a heart and I'm in love. I'm proud, I'm strong and I fight. For our rights, for our acceptance. We need to be dealed with respect, as any life on mother earth need to be dealed with.
Don't hate us, because we don't hate you.